To be my master's slave, Marion Fadlan

Ser o escravo do meu mestre significa que eu lho dei tudo de mim
Significa que eu lho dei meu coração para assisti-lo cuidar com o máximo de carinho
Significa que eu lho dei minha mente para assisti-la se tornar mais afiada sob sua tutela
Significa que eu lho dei minha alma para assisti-la dançar livre sobre a superfície de suas mãos
Significa que eu lho dei meu corpo para senti-lo responder ao seu toque de maestro

Ser o escravo do meu mestre significa que eu lho nego nada
Se ele me pedir algo, eu lho consigo
Se ele demandar por algo, eu lho consigo duas vezes mais rápido
Se ele desejar algo, eu lho consigo quatro vezes mais rápido

Serei eu seu servo? Bem, eu sirvo a cada desejo dele, então, sim
Serei eu seu submisso? Bem, eu me submeto a cada vontade dele, então, sim
Serei eu seu escravo? Bem, eu sou dele para que faça como lho convir, então, sim

Ser o escravo do meu mestre significa que eu vôo mais alto do que eu jamais voei antes
Que eu dou mais do que jamais dei antes
Que eu recebo mais do que jamais recebi antes
Que eu sinto mais do que jamais senti antes
Ser o escravo do meu mestre significa mais para mim do que qualquer coisa jamais significou antes




the next poem describes how i felt when i first discovered my submissive nature: the disbelief. but also, the discovery of a feeling totally satisfied by self and thus my master's. totally surrendered to tranquility.

To be my master's slave

I can't be a slave! a small voice whispered in the dark
But you already are! the voice answered from the [recesses?] of her mind
To be my master's slave means i have given him all of me.
It means i have given him my heart and i get to watch him care for it with the utmost care
It means i have given him my mind and i get to watch it become more nimble under his tutelage
It means i have given him my soul and i get to watch it dance free within the surface [serpent?] of his hands [?]
It means i have given him my body and i get to feel in response to his expert touch
To be my master's slave means i deny him nothing
If he ask me for something, i get it
If he demands me something, i get it twice as fast
If he wishes for something, i get it four times as fast
Am i his servant? Well, i serve him every desire, so, yes
Am i his submissive? Well, i submit to his (him) every will (whim), so, yes
Am i his slave? Well, im his to do it as he wishes, so, yes
To be my master's slave means i get to fly higher than i ever have before
I get to give more than i ever have before
I get to receive more than i ever have before
I get to feel more than i ever have before
To be my master's slave means more to me than most anything ever has before

The next one is very powerful in it's simplicity. i dedicate it to master eric, who tought me how to fly and always will be there to catch me if my wings refuse to carry me.

Come to the edge
Come to the edge! he said
Im afraid! she said
Come to the edge! he said
She came, he pushed her and she flew